gasping for air

gasping for air
why wont you let me breath?
i cannot not thrive when im around you
your jealousy and need to keep me lock like a caged bird
has forsaken me, tied me up and has kept me hostage
i scream for redemption.
i sing for the day i will be free from you menacing clutches.
how i wish i could fly and soar
but alas a butterfly cannot ask for metamorphosis
it can only wish for death.

Annoyed to shit!

im not keeping my mouth shut anymore
im not biting my tounge anymore.
you have something to say about me
the fucking say it
cause i damn sure have shit to say
months worth of word vomit!
and it gonna be alll on you!
stupid bitch i have a mom
stupid bitch im 20 years old
i dont need you to tell me what to say
i dont need you to tell me what to do
i will make you choke on those words
i will slit your throat with the sword of my tounge
better believe im upset
better believe i have something to say
fuck you.
just get out of my face.
your not worth it!

Sleep Is the Cousin OF Death

A few people from my town recently died at young ages. I dont personally know them but think one might have been 17 years old, the other 20. I didnt sit back and think of how young they were or how sad the situations were but rather how no matter if we pass on at a young age or pushin 85 or 90 either way life is but a breath. Time is precious and so valuable. Make the most of it. Dont waste time, take advantage of being here - alive....breathing.....living. Chase your dreams and above all show Love in every possible way to every one because before you know it the time we have to do that very simple thing will be gone and over with. One of the best emcees NAS has a line " I never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death".
Dont sleep. Sleep on your goals, passion, family, and friends.
Live Love.

First Blog

Okay so I've never blogged here. But i realized that i haven't blogged anywhere in some time now.
And i believe that blogging (whether people read it or not) is so essential to life! Sometimes you really need that word vomit! just to get it all out of your mind and onto somewhere weather it be paper or this blog. So this blogs purpose is for my health and sanity i guess... Well at least for now... I'm hoping it will grow into something so much more significant.

May love peace and Gods blessing pour over your life
and make you overwhelmed with joy and happiness.

Krystal ;]